Every life matters

Something this apert family/community doesn’t know about us is, Dawson has several siblings in heaven.

I have had multiple discussions with several ones from this page, through these last 3 years...

This might give you a little insight on why I believe wholeheartedly…. That EVERY life matters, no matter how tiny or different!!

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When I see your precious face

You’ll never know the depth

My love for you was so strong

How lost and broken….

Loosing you changed everything

You weren’t “just a fetus”

You were my baby

A precious heartbeat

Beautiful skin and tiny, tiny arms

They said it would all be okay one day

It wasn’t. It isn’t.

They said I would move on

I haven’t. I can’t.

When you lose someone you love

The world comes crashing down

Each day after is a struggle

But you learn to just live on

There is growth and maturity

One day I will see you

There is joy and laughter

You have siblings that bring this

I live for the day where I get to hold you

Show you your brothers and let you know

Every day has felt like eternity

But life has been so blessed

I love being a mom to my boys

They bring me such joy

I will never forget the ones who made me mom

But I’m so grateful for the ones

-The ones, God has let me hold

One day, when I finally get to see you

I will hold you like I hold my boys

But until then,

I will continue to advocate

For the ones, like you, with no voice

Every heartbeat matters

Every tiny life matters

You have given me a lifetime of striving

Proving, YOUR life mattered!

10 years has been too long

I’ll wait as long as I have to

I can’t wait for the day,

When I see your precious face

Malachi Alexander

10years- 10/22/2012 - 10/22/2022